Probably all the services I go to are great, but sometimes I am more open than other days. I suppose that this was one of the open days.
John went to church with me today, but our friend Andrew decided to keep his germs at home and get some rest, so we were on our own. We were also on time this morning, so John and I got to meet and greet other people from the congregation before the services began. I got plenty of hugs from some great people and John was greeted and he managed to shake hands.
In our congregation, we have what is known as community prayer. Typically people stand and join hands during the prayer, but John and I have our own little variation, I put one arm around his should and the other hand close to his mouth in case he decides he wants to participate an in inappropriate moment during the prayer. He will say 'Amen' if he thinks that the prayer is dragging.
We were alone on our row, but shortly before the prayer started, our pastor came back to stand on the other side of John, and she returned to her seat after the prayer. It was one of those moments that I remembered that there are all kinds of angels watching over John, some on this side of mortality, and some on the other side. Rev. Karen of course did not speak to us during the prayer, but it was nice to have her standing with us, reminding me that I am not alone.
Years ago I was in a group with my youngest brother Joe when the discussion turned to the old saying that God never gives us more than we can handle. Joe said he disagrees, things do happen to us which are too much for us sometimes, but that God also sends help.
The sermon was titled 'I am not God.' I had to smile, it reminded me a lot of the discussions I used to hear when I was attending
Al-anon. It was nice to have them reinforced with scripture. I heard more than I had time to digest, so I will have to download the sermon again this week and listen to it again, when I don't have to worry about keeping John under control :)